I'm just saying a court battle is going to be ugly, not to mention expensive.
I have gone dim and yet I know I can do more to "dump" him (how do you dump the one who dumped you? I guess its all in the attitude). But I'm talking full force move toward D and the court battles scare me!
Or is that more excuses and denial? Why do I constantly question if this is abusive, see it from his side, deny how much I have been hurt, make excuses for him? Why does part of me still idealize him and our M?
