That is a great post serenity. I was one that was going to wait for years for ex to come back. I realized tonight that I am better than she is. I have seen it, everyone has seen it, everyone, I just didn't want to accept it. I am done. I know that she will be on my doorsteps in a few months. Screw her. I am done. I am better than the hurt that she gave me. I am better than she is. She is a drug addict. I am a grad student. Why did I give a damn. It is still baffling.
