I am finally mad enough to set her free. I do not want her back. I will not take her back. She is awful. I am not drunk. I just had a revelation that she is crap and why should I set there and make myself feel like crap all day long every day. She is not worth it. She is not as good as me. Everyone on this site and in the world says that she is worthless, her own mother told me to run. She is worthless. I will run. I finally got the message. Now I feel like a fool again. What a piece of crap. Oh well, it is good to have this revelation. Either crap or get off the pot. Isn't that a term that we say but never write. Well, she crapped on me right in front on new husband. Lied, told him she wasn't calling me and didn't want to come back. She had begged me earlier this week and I had to think about it long and hard and accepted her invitataion to come back. And then she lies about it all. She totally denied me. The husband for 9 years to the husband o 1 month. She calls for money all the time. She will call again saying that she is sorry that she just did not want to upset him. I know she will. I will not answer. If she calls me at work I will tell her to F-off every time she calls. She now has no chance. I will not help her no matter what mess she gets in.
