After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

Out on the town tonight, I stopped by the bookstore again . After reading for a while I got up to look for a magazine, and I saw this REALLY pretty girl to check out a book before I bought the digital edition.

I had a MOMENT of hesitation before I approached her, but I thought to myself:

"You wife did 2 guys online, sex chatted 8 feet from you, and just about everything else. How bad could it POSSIBLY be to talk to this girl?"

So I brought the A-game, and worked it like I used to. That's the thing. I used to have NO FEAR WHATSOEVER when dealing with women. I mean the Summer before I met my wife, I worked the beach where I lived like no other.

My wife died for that confidence, and she actually thought to herself back then "He would NEVER go for a girl like me!" She thought our first date was "just a friend thing". She chased me so hard that it slightly turned me off, for a little while.


So I found that confidence, and I talked to this girl for 30 minutes while she was supposed to be working. AAAAANNND I got her phone number.

So before you slug me Allen, I needed a WIN. In all of this I needed a pick-me-up. I was feeling like total crap, and like I would never, ever be able to find a woman who I would be interested enough in again.

I don't know what tomorrow holds. I don't know if I can keep trying so hard and getting nothing. But I do know that I just had an AWESOME interaction with a SMART AND GORGEOUS girl, who then said yes to giving me her number.

Maybe this will start to give me the confidence I need to play in on the big time hands with the wife.