Yeah I hope the peace is not just a temporary feeling. I have not taken D to counseling. There is so much to do and I'm the only one doing it. I used to think it was so hard when the kids were babies but it's so much harder now! My work is never done.
Today is my 23rd anniversary (when started dating) we always celebrated this date every year. What a difference a year makes. Last year he was on a bank closing and it happened to be right next to the wineries that we love so much. I met him up there and we got to spend some short time together. I remember feeling so much love for him - I started to miss him as he was starting to go on more trips away from home.
Well I have a very nice day and evening planned. The kids will go see him today and probably stay the night so I will have some free time to myself. I need it.
Accepting all positive vibes
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M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
