I've decided to let go. If you love someone, set them free. Used to be one ofmy favorite songs. I don't feel this cathartic release though, I feel sad at the death of my marriage. I'm detached, but I still feel sad and don't think there's a thing wrong with that.
I told her that lingering was not doing any of us any good. That she should find a place when she returns from her trip back home. Hardest thing I've ever done, letting go of the rope. Beating cancer was a piece of cake...