This morning when I came to pick up my boat she starts going over the budget with me. She explains all the different scenarios going through her head.

She's still wants badly to try and get back together, but she's afraid to sacrifice herself. She want's me to hold off on getting the rental leese signed for our house until Monday.

She wants to think this all through, because she may want to keep the house and have me move back in. Her other scenario is for us to continue to sell the house, and have us move to our rental property. It's no where as nice a place or in as nice of a place, but it's allot cheaper.

This gets more dang confusing by the day let me tell you. I don't want to make the wrong move, but I would entertain the option of us giving it another go.

Since I moved out and we stopped actively trying to work on the R the pressure has been off. We communicate better and do things together more freely than when we were trying and forcing things.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept