I know that I can be his light. It actually makes me feel good to know that I can do that for him. I'm not just doing it for him..it's something that makes me feel good too.
Up and down, today I'm up. It's thanks to your guys and the self-talk I have been doing in my head, the ideas I wrote down to boost myself up, my wonderful real life support group, and mostly God. I don't go to church as much as I'd like..my grandma burned me out on it when I was a kid. I had to go about 4 days a week, in addition to being in a parochial school during some of those years. So, now I prefer to have a private relationship with God and it works for the time being. I may get more involved with a church as time goes on.
It was enlightening to hear you explain my Hs journey the way you did. My H and I used to talk about everyhing under the sun and really enjoyed listening to each other's points of view. It sparked many interesting conversations. But he's not in a good spot to hear my opinions right now..I see what you mean. Most of the time it just sounds preachy or like I'm trying to be his teacher. It's better if I just keep my opinions to myself right now.
I'm gonna go to bed now..so hope you have a good wkend if I don't get a chance to check in.
