What, to let it go and be done with it. I certainly don't mind telling her that. It would be better than living on this roller coaster. I know that I will go back down again with depression but I can only go up from there. I have been so up and down these last three weeks that I am going nuts myself. Maybe that is why I spend 14 hours a day on this site. Just looking for a answer to a problem that may not be solvable. I just can't talk to my friends. I would look so foolish. I have not even told them that she got married. They would just say screw get a new girl. Well, it isn't that simple. Or maybe it is. I really don't know.
