I looked up marriage licence in dallas. Sure enough it was there. She did get married. And she did have a flight right after it. I just can't believe she did it and why. Oh well, I have been crying over this for the last 3 weeks. Why did she text me and tell me her place should be with me and that she would be here this weekend and then have no way here. That she wanted to break up her marriage and come back and be a family and then not call me today. I agreed to it yesterday and then nothing. She told me not to call or text because she didn't want husband to know that she was talking to me. She said she wanted to handle it with him. Her mother told me to run as fast as I can that she is crazy, master manipulator and was using me. She said she didn't know what her plans was but they she wasnt coming back with their help. I would have went and got her. Hell, she really doesn't want to be with me even though she says she does. She wants me as a safety net. I do not know this to be true. I just feel it. I am screwing up my school work. I havent done any of it in 2 weeks. I cant focus, I think about this always. I just can't get it off my mind. I try to reason it out and just can't understand. She got married on Sat. got on a plane and had sex with me Tues and Wed, was put on a plane by parents Friday and went back to husband. Emotions suck. She called me Sunday telling me what a mistake she made and ask to come back this tuesday. I told her I would forgive. It is friday and I haven't heard a word from her. I don't get it.
