Heartbroken and needing help!

[irishblessings]

Gritt -

I take that as a HUGE compliment - thanks for your faith in me. My dad and my sister came in today ~ I hit rock-bottom. Puked my guts out finally and had a well needed a$$ chewing from Daddy. Dad is a recovered alcoholic and he says "what part of sick don't you get?"

I need to go completely dark - but I know that with S's schedule it won't happen for another 2 weeks. So - August 1st - the lights go out. Now I need to practice extreme self care until then.

Thanks again!