Yes, I should leave. I should just walk away. I am trying to. I am not contacting her. Her mother told me that her daughter was to crazy to have a relationship with and that if I was one of her sons she would tell me to run. I am trying to walk away. I am just not running like I should. I am starting to see more and more of the light but it sends me into a deeper depression level than I was. Sometimes no news is good news. The more I find out the more I feel resentment and used. The dumber I feel. The weaker I feel. The exact opposite of what I should be feeling. I don't feel stronger knowing that I should leave. Why, why is that? Knowing that she is useless and worthless person. Why do I not go seek love elsewhere instead of just wallowing in the pain. The last 4 nights I have slept at my computer reading these posts. Just do it tell I fall asleep because they give me some sort of comfort. I don't feel like a man anymore.
