Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I am so p!ssed at W right now because of the lies in her response. I can't believe the accusations that she has made against me. She even says she does not have a boyfriend in the response. She says she is working all this overtime at work which is not true. I need an attorney so bad. I have to find one very soon.

I cannot believe the false accusations against me that I am controlling, jealous, and angry to name a few. Of course, I am angry now.

I do not believe what she says about me. She says I am not even looking for a job. She says I do not want to work. I want a job so bad. I always have.

I just need to get out my frustrations now, so I do not let that ever happen while I am around her.

She is trying to get me kicked out of the family residence too. I have always said that she wants me homeless.

She wants the kids to go to school in Japan too in the summer. I fear that if they go over there that I will never see them again. There is no policy for them to be returned. She is going to try whatever she can to have them live there. I have to stop it.

Anyways, I do not know what I can do right now. I am at a loss for how to protect the kids and me financially.

What do I do if I get this job, and I have to fight a divorce? How do I tell the employer when I am a contract worker. What do I do?

I will probably be homeless and lose my kids if she wins. I am at the end of my options. I have to have the strength to keep fighting this ordeal.

Sorry just needed to get it out!