Need a Plan for My Marriage

[idontunderstand]

I have to remain on the course I am on now.

Right on, brother!

You had a rough couple of days last week and quickly rebounded. You continue to improve yourself. If you land this job, I can only imagine how good you will feel. I know it is something you need even more so at a time like this. I think I want it for you as badly as you do! The job will come and you are already on your way to a better life, however the sitch ends up.

[DanF]

I REALLY hope you get this job! It would turn things so much for the better for you and your sitch. I just said a little prayer for you and your little ones.

Best of luck.

[DaddyLongShanks]

I REALLY hope you get this job! It would turn things so much for the better for you and your sitch. I just said a little prayer for you and your little ones.

Best of luck.

Getting this job will really change his world and his perspective on things.

Also getting some sex will also change his perspective on things. Some people are recommending full-body massages in the case where your physical intimacy is not met.

[LSG]

I had been wondering today why I seem to have less and less to say about my sitch that is worthwhile. I don't know whether I have given up or not. I just feel nothing for my W anymore. I have no emotions for her and not much emotions in general. Is this normal for the LBS. I just don't what I should be feeling anymore.

I had a confrontation last night, but it just had no bite, and I really just did not feel like even arguing with her about anything.

I just feel so strange about everything today.

Is this what being detached is really like?

[DaddyLongShanks]

LSG,

Don't let the emotions die. Go for that full body massage this weekend, enjoy yourself. Her show does not involve you, and is she trying to help you in anyway?

[LSG]

Hey DLS,

She is not trying to help me anyway. I just am glad that I am in a different place, and I don't care. I am glad to be without emotions today. It is a strange feeling for me since I have so much for so long. I like it. I am able to focus on the things are really important to me now.

I am sure they will resurface, but if they don't, I will be glad. I am just happy to be feeling nothing for a change. It is a good 180 for me.

[LSG]

OM has been gone on a trip with 2 of his 3 sons, and she has been home early everyday, and she is calling the kids the past 2 days. OM comes back next Monday, so I wonder how she will be then. IC she has too. It seems since she is divorcing me that maybe she is playing up the good mother role a little bit.

Oh, She has a sleepover with 3 other girlfriends, so she says. He is gone, so it could be true, or there could be OM2. I don't know.

Interesting change in her lately. I don't know what to make of it.

[DaddyLongShanks]

Are the 3 other girlfriends divorced, cheaters or singles? Or are they married?

Who is she "following", because she's doing what they do. Its funny that you can't tell them that they are "following".

[LSG]

DLS,

Two are married. One just recently. The other one said she almost divorce twice. The third one I don't know.

No cheating with any of them that I know of.

[LSG]

I am so p!ssed at W right now because of the lies in her response. I can't believe the accusations that she has made against me. She even says she does not have a boyfriend in the response. She says she is working all this overtime at work which is not true. I need an attorney so bad. I have to find one very soon.

I cannot believe the false accusations against me that I am controlling, jealous, and angry to name a few. Of course, I am angry now.

I do not believe what she says about me. She says I am not even looking for a job. She says I do not want to work. I want a job so bad. I always have.

I just need to get out my frustrations now, so I do not let that ever happen while I am around her.

She is trying to get me kicked out of the family residence too. I have always said that she wants me homeless.

She wants the kids to go to school in Japan too in the summer. I fear that if they go over there that I will never see them again. There is no policy for them to be returned. She is going to try whatever she can to have them live there. I have to stop it.

Anyways, I do not know what I can do right now. I am at a loss for how to protect the kids and me financially.

What do I do if I get this job, and I have to fight a divorce? How do I tell the employer when I am a contract worker. What do I do?

I will probably be homeless and lose my kids if she wins. I am at the end of my options. I have to have the strength to keep fighting this ordeal.

Sorry just needed to get it out!