the unknown is not a fear for me. it's the division of children having done this all ready with one child - never a good thing.
it' s the loneliness and feeling not like amother on holidays when your kids are on visitation, when h remarries and has more children - i can not have more. this is my 3rd marriage
it's the other woman mothering my children whom i fought to keep their lives when pregnant and instill morals and ethics. it's them feeling slighted by new woman and children as to why their mommy was not good enough.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
