I am letting it consume and wreck my life. i know that she is not coming this weekend. i don't understand why she begged me to let her come home and then no call to day, she didn't tell her mother that she was coming back to me. her mom thinks she is just telling me what i want to hear to keep stringing me along. i was excited about this opportunity to make things right. After talking to her mother i new that it was false hope. i was used. she didn't ask for anything. she said she was going to leave her husband, that she wanted her family back and then changed he mind it looks like to me with out me doing anything. I was begging or asking her to come back. i wasn't calling. i still am not. But she would have told her mom if she was coming back.
