Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

I know you still hold out hope that somehow someway things can still work out and nothing I can say will change that.

See this?

He knows he can treat you like crap, and you'll take it and wait for him.

Time to toughen up, Mystic.

This is not good for you. You have needs too, and you deserve to be treated with some respect, so get up, stop the whole self-pity thing, and have a darned good life without him, and show him he's not only an @ss, he's dead wrong about you being a permanent door mat.

But I'm not tough. All I know is doing the door mat routine.