I have read your thread a couple of times and the last time I read your H was doing an about turn, I knoew that was coming, I think I once told you, you was right behind me. I admire you for your corouge to hold of and not jump back in there.
Funny But PIS Is really a god word dont you think ? LOL
Quote: Now a tidbit of an idea comes to mind. I have found it helpful, when feeling loss and grief, to do a version of the "thought-stopping" technique
This is good advise, I do occasionly use this technique, however I have a tendencie to forget all techniques when My emotions are running away with me.
I am finding latley that my Jaw aches from constantly gripping my teeth together in anger.
I am looking forward to moving and horse buying, maybe my new life will start to blot out the old life.
H has changed so much, when we look at houses he is on about buying chikens and ducks ... LOLOL Thats me!!!! Not H, Im gobsnaked.
Thanks for your lovley reply, I love to read them they are so artistic, I feel like im reading a novel, I hate it when it ends LOL