Running out of time.

[Cie la vie]

Hey CTH,

Thanks for popping in.

Sadly contact with the STBX is a downer and I intend to do ever thing in my power to minimize being down which translates to minimizing contact with the person I had planned on grow old with. Maybe that will change down the road but I can't see that far and I know enough about myself that that day may never come.

When someone does me wrong and in a scumbag way I permanently wash my hands of that person. If it wasn't for the kids I would fail to recognize her existence. It really is sad, I have had three other long term relationships and although those didn't work out I remained friends with those ladies. The difference being they didn't sh*t on me.

I have two weeks vacation left this year. I had a week scheduled in mid-August to take my kids to Lake Tahoe. However, I had to cancel it as the owner of the Center I work at is coming to town that week and I gotta be here.

I rescheduled that vacation for mid-Sept. unfortunately the kids can't go as they will be in school. I'll probably have a couple of friends join me instead.

Have a good weekend.