Holding,

Hi there,

I gues your right everyone must go through this and I knew it was never going to be easy, But I never klnew I would feel like potential WAW. I have days where I think why am I doing this? Yet when I was fighting to get him back I knew why I was doing it. Our emotions are funny things arnt they?.

Yeah that book, I actually saw it when I was in the states with H, I picked it up he saw me looking and walked away dont think HE wants do be reminded.

I will maybe order it secretly amnd see.

I hop things are ok with you, I wll pop over to yor thread later.

Sue