I just wanted to say that all the advice that I've seen on these forums have been a kick in the ass for me.
Last night, I think I finally decided to stop being kicked! Went and stood in front of the mirror for like an hour and seriously looked at myself, NOT the relationship. Pretty much told myself off. I DID NOT LIKE WHAT I WAS LOOKING AT! I've somehow became a slave to my desires and feelings, let myself go, and really have just become a co-dependant jackass with no self control.
This is not the me that my Wife fell in love with or what any of my previous girlfriends were attracted too. Sad to say but I have become the Feminine one and have strangled any resemblence of being a man. I'm done!
I'm going to improve ME for ME only and take this whole situation as a learning experience. If it's meant for my Wife and I to re-unite in the future, it'll happen, but if it doesn't at least I will be a man again.
