Thanks LSG. I guess sometimes it helps to laugh when things are so crap.
So, WH comes with me and mum to little bub's hospital visit. Not a great visit. Turns out she has to wear a harness (will spare you the details - needless to say nothing serious just a mega hassle).
He cries about 5 times. Once over our bub, I think. Mostly over sick kids we see passing in the hallway. He's so emotional.
Mum is great. It all feels normal. In fact, feels like old times. Which feels a bit boring (what does that say?). One time I completely lose myself and call him 'babe'. Cripes!!! I hope he thinks I have said "baby", talking about ours.
I ask him at the end when he wants to see bub again, and he says Wednesday next week. That's 5 days away!!!!
Says he is busy until then (kinda true).
Expected him to ring tonight to see how she is doing. Doesn't happen.
Have to remember not to pursue him. Not to expect much from him in terms of fatherhood.
