Yeah, I'm not so happy. I'm the one who wrote the account of what happened (a really dim picture!), so I'm not being blinded. I am happy that he wants to try counseling. It's what I feel our relationship deserves, at least. So... we'll see what happens.
Over the night, when I was up feeding, I thought about it a bit.
Thoughts:
* He sort of sounds like he did when he said we could get pregnant. That's really bad.
* His lack of eye contact, etc could be attributed to his shame.
* I would say that BOTH of us are apprehensive about the work we would need to do.
* I did start to feel more wary as to if this is what I really wanted.
* It's possible he wants to go to counseling to tell me again- with a third party- how he wants to leave. That's really possible.
So. I don't think this is the most amazing thing ever. I think it's a good step. I'm very cautious.
