Refi was denied and I'm working with new lender to purchase home and move W out.
W has ended EA with her boss and started a PA with another co-worker. It's hard to believe that W can even think of starting a new R while going through this but this is something I'll never understand.
Things have gotten nasty around the house. My anger has taken over due to OM2 and the texts that I read on her phone. I don't know why I check her phone when I can. I guess it just confirms for me why I'm headed towards divorce. The messages were pretty flirtatious and she talked about what a great kisser he was.
I'm assuming it's my jealousy taking over right now and I'm hurt that she has moved on so quickly. I feel like I should start dating too but I don't think I'm ready for that, I feel guilty for some reason.
The worst part is my 2 year old son is witnessing some of these outbursts that we have and I just can't keep doing that. He shouldn't suffer at all because of what we are going through. Hopefully I'll get some good news today about refi and we can proceed to move her out at the EOM.
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA
