When we were telling you to let her go, you would keep pointing out to us how far you had come and all the good you were seeing.
Now that you have a chance with her, it looks like you are trying to find a way to be negative and gloom and doom.
You really need to focus on being a happy man. I know you want some type of time limit on when or if she will come around, but you know as well as I do that there is no way anybody can know that.
You have to stop taking her temperature so much. Focus on becoming happy. You have a habit of finding something to worry about.
If I tell you to tell her that it isn't working for you, I would guess that you would come back and tell me that things are better and you are now hugging, holding hands and kissing her goodbye in the morning....
Life is good. You are reconciling. Stay in the moment. Just keep plugging and being consistent.
