i could not take it anymore

[Jstar]

i'm glad to hear that you in a good relationship with him.

i agree we are at a stalemate. we just keep hurting each other and our kids are in the middle. i'm mom/dad everything to them.

neither one of knows how. i could try something different - have him pick up the kids for a very VERY short while. he would have a heart attack. we both as michelle says, "we keep going down cheeseless tunnels"

so if both your and my relationships are so destructive why are we still holding on? H O P E