I am sorry Jstar. It is tough but every one on these sites are feeling the same pain that you are. It is not worse for you. It is just crazy to see the one you loved turn on you, to love someone else, or aleast try to replace you. It is hard to understand and when you do try-you think about it all the time and accomplish nothing. It is really sad. It can not be understood. The people we loved really used to dedicate their lives to us and they decided that we were not worth the effort or something else is better for them in this world. Sad thought and feeling, I know, I feel that way.
