You have great earning potential - moonlight, take someones call, get out of the hotel, make a payment plan with the IRS, liquidate some holdings. Focus on the process. You can handle it.

Cheers

M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.