Heartbroken and needing help!

[irishblessings]

So much for doing well!! I am broken again!
H wanted to he and I to meet with S so that we could address some "attitude" problems S is exhibiting. H does all the talking - minimizing the impact of his abandonment. Tells S he's just going to need to get over things and not let them interfere with his life.

H looks at me like I DISGUST him. I'm taking the trash out, cleaning out the car, watering the plants, just drove S and teammates home from Nashville - and H pops in all dressed for a night out. To boot, I get the cell phone bill and there are several restricted calls lasting 66 minutes to 77 minutes late at night. So I'm thinking he has now latched on to someone. I am broken, my kids are broken and I want to strangle H!!!

I know: PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH!!! WALK THE WALK!!!! But the hurst NEVER goes away!