I picked up the application to rent a house today and I'll return it tomorrow. As much as I try to talk myself out of it because of how small it is, the girls want it, it's a great location and it'll allow me to sit and save for my own house either next year or more likely two years.
Today I spent an hour walking around downtown talking on the phone with a friend in Georgia. She's super sweet and listened and listened and listened.
Later, I thought to myself, "this is stupid. I am tired of people feeling sorry for me. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. It's time to start moving forward without looking back."
So it's time for a new thread. If you read me getting weepy and all 'woe is me,' please call me on it. STBXW may be taking me to court soon. Well, that's happened to others and they survived. If she wants me to show up in court in a suit and tie while she rips apart the family and plunges herself into the poor house, tell me the time and the date.
I'm not saying I don't still love her. I do. But I don't have the power to stop the train wreck, I can only get out of the way and survive and hope the girls see that.
It's a beautiful day outside and I have a great weekend ahead of me.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
