TH ~ I've actually been doing pretty good distracting myself from focusing on the e-mail.
CG ~ I'm just afraid of how I'll respond to the e-mail and don't want DS to see me upset when I can prevent it, you know? And yes, definitely need to figure out how/when to go over the money he owes me and find out when he will be able to pay me back.
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