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it's unfortunate that my h/first love said some pretty hurtful things to me as well.


Yes, you got hurt by his words. Now dispute the rest of your feelings by thinking thru it.

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people always remember their first love but i hope this doesn't stick with me for the rest of my life.



Where's Seligman when you need him? smirk

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when i panic like that, it's because my intel tells me something is up and i go on high alert. it's not mind reading or snakes on a brain. i have reason to believe that there is another bomb coming.


Ok, if you can't predict then prepare.

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this will definitely trigger a huge emotional response from him


That's his problem.

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so i'm telling you now, the papers are coming.


What really scares you about that? Is it real?

FEAR - False Evidence Appearing Real


The legal process is part of the brutal reality. Doesn't mean it's the end, never lose faith that you will prevail.


What's your DB theme song?

Mine was Bring It On by Lenny Kravitz.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.