You are starting to do the work, you have to do some digging and let out those hurts. It wasn't your fault your Dad called you those things. I know how his words hurt but you didn't deserve to be treated that way. It's neccessary for you to believe you are lovable just being you. You can handle it.
it's unfortunate that my h/first love said some pretty hurtful things to me as well. people always remember their first love but i hope this doesn't stick with me for the rest of my life.
coach, greek: i wish i could tell you why this week's events happened the way it did. when i panic like that, it's because my intel tells me something is up and i go on high alert. it's not mind reading or snakes on a brain. i have reason to believe that there is another bomb coming. apparently my l launched a grenade in his direction. the contents of the grenade require him to confront his fears. since h has acted on his emotions all this time, this will definitely trigger a huge emotional response from him - which means papers will be served to me. so i'm telling you now, the papers are coming.
