so hopefully you learned that being jealous gives the impression of:
- insecurity - being scared - not being confident - talking about the other man as much as you did makes you appear to be threatened by him - show less value than him (what's he got that I don't got) - fear of loss - being angry, not happy - clingy, needy
Among so many other things that just aren't attractive to women.
She wants him that bad, let her have him, "be with him, I hope he makes you happy!"
You cling to her like she's the last woman on earth, she isn't the last woman on earth, I don't have an exact number but I'm pretty sure there's a few billion other women on this planet and out of that total number, I'm sure there's at least 2 or 3 or more women that might actually suit you just as well as this woman if not better.
You have the mindset of scarcity, nothing left for you, but you should really have the mindset of abundance, there's numerous possible women out there for you.
One of those mindsets is extremely attractive and will attract more things in your life, the other mindset will achieve the exact opposite.
Decide which mindset to start adopting, which behaviors to start exhibiting, the new kind of life you want to lead which will produce the results in your life that you want and I guarantee you things will change for you.
