i'm not perfect and when he hurts me and kids i retaliate.

he said have a relationship with his family, i have since april. he says be nice while he claims to have fixed my car then same day it breaks down.

his mother says: he wont visit kids because we will argue and then in same breath says how horrible i behave.

her son tries to circumvent the law all day. draws up fake insurance papers, fake ssn 's.

why wont i let him go. the hope.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline