I could not take it anymore. months of empty promises, never being in the kids lives, him his family blaming me for everything. their son does no wrong.

h keep saying he was waiting to see a change in me.

i spoke to his parents what he wanted and have since april

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline