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and with the money issues raised in this d, h is trying to loot the bank before he takes off for good. and i have to fight for what i worked for.
it really hurts.


Do you understand why it hurts you? Do you see the connection you have with giving money and love? You did with your family and his. If I just give enough money maybe then they will love me.


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is that all that people want from me? money?


Nope. But you believe that to be true. it's a dysfunctional belief, lose it.


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i love giving to children. they are so innocent. they love you for you because they have no concept of money yet. you can feel that the love is genuine.


Examine that. try giving them a foreign currency and see how much they love you for it. kids know what it takes to get the ice cream outta the truck.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.