It's all trouble, CD. It ALL sucks. My mentor thru my sitch wrote me something very early on, and it served me well to realize it:
"Puppy, life just handed you a great big sh*t sandwich. There's no other way to look at it. It's a sh*tstorm, and you can either steel yourself and plow your way straight THRU it, but you can't go around it, and you can't run away from it. And here's the thing: it's going to be there, and it will deal with YOU, whether or not you choose to deal with IT, so you might as well be the one to set the agenda."
Great piece of advice. Likely one of the reasons for your success and popularity on this forum. I am NOT afraid anymore. I'm not concerned with her reactions. What comes, comes. But I'm going to be pro-active rather than reactive. And let the chips fall where they may. I know myself now. I found me again. I believe I have broken away from the co-dependency/make others happy regardless of the cost to me. SHE is toxic to me now. And I won't back down from my stance on this until I can see her pursuing. ANd, if it happens, then WE will have more work to do.
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He told me there were no guarantees.
I admit that like most I came here looking for the magic button. It doesn't exist. No problem. It's not about them or the M. It's about LBS.
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And he also reminded me that I was the only one at that current time (or at least, the only ADULT) that had my marriage's and even my family's best interests at heart. My wife certainly didn't! And so he told me:
"Your family needs a hero right now, and guess what -- it gets to be YOU, because it's certainly not (my wife's first name) right now."
And I am up for the challenge. It's been a few years since I set myself on a challenge (Guiness Book 2004) where I could NOT fail.
Originally Posted By: Puppy Dog Tails
People (not necessarily you, CD) come on these forums looking for guarantees, for magic solutions, and we all debate the "Gucci/Robx approach," or the "Dobson approach," or "Puppy's hybrid approach," or "Coach/Greek approach" or the pathetic "While They Wait" thing or whatever.
But the truth is, the BEST thing you can really find is "the less-sucky approach," and one that will maybe have the best chance of success, but it's largely still up to the wayward spouse. IOW, all you can do is maximize your chances for success, and/or -- and this is important! -- go with the approach that works best for YOU, and rings authentic to you and your own values.
Then I'll do what feels right to me. Expose them; and GAL with no concern of their reactions. They'll be reacting to the situation THEY put themselves in; just P'd I turned the light on so "the towns folk could see the Emperors New Clothes" I'm not going to turn a blind eye and let it go. I'd be an enabler like everyone else that suspects/knows.
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DBing is like business: success comes to those who err on the side of DOING SOMETHING, and keep on plugging, and don't become so paralyzed with fear -- or so analytical -- that they don't do ANYTHING.
I've had two months to think and spent two months guessing and second guessing. I'm not waiting anymore. I'll DECIDE and DO. I let paralysis slip into my marriage and look where that got us. MWD teaches SBT. ANd that's all about DOING something once you know what the problem is.
I know the problem. I know and acknowledge how I contributed to this. I know the A is damaging my D's future I know I have the best suppot network in the world (my family and friends) I know I will come out of this better off than I was or am now. I know my W is not herself. BUT I AM! And it's GO TIME!!
