Just checking in and posting some thoughts here. W moved to Florida in June. Took my D11 there on July 7 to live with her, flew back to NY alone. Shipped the dog (really D11's dog for the most part) this past Tuesday to them as well. House here in NY now feeling empty althought I still live with S24 and D21. I guess losing the presence of W, D11 and dog over the last few weeks getting to me. I am trying everything to keep busy from morning til nite (work, bike riding, walking, laundry, cleaning, cooking, reading, lawn care, etc.). Definitely fighting a loneliness/depression type of mood as best i can. It's hard..... I am masking my separation feelings from W to keep my 180 going and show a strength, but as I said - this is SO hard to keep up. S24 will be working this weekend and D23 will be away this weekend and next - I am dreading the weekend and the anticipated loneliness. I will continue my activities to keep busy but this is a rough period of time. Determined to show strength and staying as focused as I can be.......
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
