Picked H up from the airport last night. Things were fine but it's weird: I feel like I have to try to find things to talk to him about. There's no ease in conversation, if that makes sense. Despite the ILY the night before, there was still no affection from H at all - well, except for a little back scratch action that we traded. (He initiated.) It didn't lead to anything - thought I'd throw that in there. This morning it was more of the same from the ride home last night. Pleasant enough, but that's about it. I don't know if any of this means anything...
It almost seems to me that H is acting depressed. You never see him laugh or smile really. Not in every day actions anyway - maybe if he's watching a movie and something's funny. I don't particularly see him smiling or laughing with the kids either, so it isn't just me.
Well - not much I can do about it since he doesn't appear to want to go back to FT. I'm going today and going to discuss the once a month vs. weekly visit with her and will then talk to H about that tonight.
