Heartbroken and needing help!

[irishblessings]

Thanks Lin and P ~
The longer this goes I think it forces me to get stronger - don't have much of a choice. My H is really on a very lonely journey and maybe it's different in our case because as of yet he hasn't gotten into a "relationship" with one OW - I expect that to happen sometime soon, once he is "settled" - but I keep watching from afar, distancing myself from his behavior - and just feeling sad for him. I hope that isn't a sign of me being vengeful or anything - it's just that he doesn't really open up or reach out to anyone. The MC that we saw felt it was a bit of the "athletic narcissism" but it is still hard to watch.
Thanks again for your kind words of support - they are so helpful!