I am really doing a lot better. I have bouts of tears, but ultimately I am going to be ok. Yesterday i saw an old friend, actually my flower girl and her mother, at the store. She had heard a little, but I validated the rumor that H and I were separated. She was so upset for me. I said that I am doing fine now, which I really am. Compared to last year at this time, which is before DB, I was a wreck.
I spent most of yesterday working on sunday school stuff. I tried to go to my school, but they are cleaning the academic area so no going there to get organized until next week. Today i might do a little shopping (I need a new bathing suit and thought now they are on clearance so good time) to get S out of the house because it is supposed to storm.
Tomorrow is H's first "weekend" so we will see if he remembers or follows through, and hopefully soon I will find out if he is going to file or not.
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89