Good Lord..when did you guys sneak all those posts in on me? I stepped away for a little bit to apply for that job and whoa, come back to find all these heartfelt msgs from all of you.

Irish, I understand what you're saying..yes, I need to be there for him when he hits the bottom..because he won't have anyone else that cares for him the way I do. Actually if he keeps going the way he is he won't have anyone else..period. And I do love him, maybe even more now than ever. I also stand back and watch him like a horror movie on TV. What is he gonna do next, wow I can't believe he said that, who is this wierd person?

Sometimes when I read these posts I start to cry. you guys say the most poignant things sometimes.