Most of us can relate to how you feel. Some days are better than others...but overall...over time...the general trend is to get better. We all will. Accepting the fact that 'this is real', and that it's not gonna kill you...helps. It hurts like a mutha, and all of the other negative emotions make it quite painful. But at it's worst, even though you feel like it will...it won't kill you.


"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.