Your post is inspiring, and it speaks to those of us who are in the middle of the horrendous situation that you described earlier. We can relate to the pain and misery that you went through...but we can't relate, yet, to the strength and peace and happiness that you describe now. We look forward to getting there.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.