So, what I meant was that sick or not..he still knows the difference between right and wrong, that lying and cheating is wrong, why it's horrible to treat people like crap..I mean damn..we used to talk about it all the time. he couldn't stand to see someone treat another human being disrespectfully..but yet he is doing it to me. He knows, and doesn't care.
Oh, he knows, ltaylor. On some level, he knows. Right now, there is a driving force behind his behavior that is powerful enough to override his rational mind. Honestly, I hope I never have to deal with something like that. It must be truly shattering to see yourself become what you never thought you would be.
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I just want to know the resoning behind staying vs leaving if we don't know that they will ever treat us with respect, if they will ever love us again, etc. What are your thoughts on that?
I can't speak for Grit or anyone else, but this is my reasoning. I stay because...
I love my old H I took a vow and meant it I don't need a D right now, because I am not ready for another R, because I need time and space, so that I can heal and become whole again, so that My next R, if any, will be better, whether with my H or not Or I know I'll be fine alone
It costs me absolutely nothing to wait this out, because I know I need the time to work on me. When it's time to move on, I'll know, but it will be because I'm strong enough to do it alone, not because I need to look for someone else to make me whole or happy, or to give purpose to my life.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man