Yep that's why DR says not to depend on family or friends.

Right now if you decide to stick to it, you're going it alone. That's your decision to make.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER