Thanks guys - your insight and support help to slow my heart rate and not let me get too crazy...for now I'm trying really hard to control my mind from racing by thinking 'He's just not that into you, so chill the frick out!'
I just want to get to this weekend. I know that H will be with our very dear friends, and I am getting away with my girlfriends - I think we both need this weekend after the recent events. And I know I need to give myself some grace because I am frustrated by a silly little email...so much for trying not to have expectations! For now, I think I need to read the detach article for the 100th time.