WAW still around, DBing starting to work

[gutwrenching]

Wow Gucci. Wow. Never thought of it like that. Deep stuff

All situations are complicated, this one no different. Complicated by fact that as I type, all of our stuff is in boxes and getting moved. We leave in 5 days towing a travel trailer we bought 6 weeks ago when things were on the upswing to drive across the country to our new location. From Alaska to the east coast of the US.

Everything is set in motion for that. About irreversible now. Not sure what to do about that. Guess I can still let her go as we travel with the kids.

This is the vacation we had been talking about for years. Literally years.

And I still worry about the suicidal talks of two weeks ago...that still lingers in the back of my mind.

Thoughts?