I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Well the day finally arrives tomorrow, haven't seen my WAW in close to 2 months, I have a gut feeling she may bring OM to the hearing, but I will completely ignore this if it happens.

I have detached pretty good, and I am dating a nice girl who is kind of going through the same thing though she was not married. It's been good to have a friend, companion around and definitely has taken my mind off things.

Tomorrow WAW will see a diffrent me physically as my weight loss goal has been reached, also My sister will be named full foster mom moving forward.

WAW still has not filed D and honestly by now she should have been able to do so?? I am just wondering if it is a money issue or what? I honestly do not know.

My Therapist now is full steam ahead on saying I need to get her out of my life, which in a way I dont appreciate, I mean I know I have to detach but he certainly is not pro-marriage.

It would take so much work for us to be a couple again, so I will continue to act as If and hope she changes into what a good mom should be for our child.

I am still waiting on her to file D 1st as she is the one that wanted it? Is this good logic?? I mean if she wants it she can pay for it right?

Also, the job is going ok, and well I have been GAL'ing and just enjoying life. I really am going to be ok thanks to DB, prayer, and GAL.